This is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to October all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to October, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to October all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
And I think about Autumn, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized that I loved you in the Winter.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to October all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to October turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to October all the time
I miss your scent, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that November night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't... And i go back to October all the time.
All the time
