Its 11:48 pm and I have to be at 5:45am to prepare for my 7hr meeting. Vendors, evaluators, Risk Management Supervisors and Liaisons. What a day its going to be tomorrow. For some reason I cant sleep. I feel fine, considering I've been recently stripped from ever having a chance with .... I feel as tho i am allowed to say Soulmate.
I'm not sure, but I dont think its hit me just yet. I, for some reason, feel like im in denial. When i finally am able to grasp it, i know what to do.
I havent had the urge to self-inflict all week. Its a good thing...
